I can’t imagine not waking up sometimes and being like, ‘I don’t feel like doing shit.’ And then having days where you wake up and you feel on top of the world.”
I want to be able to have good days and bad days. “I really wouldn’t want just happiness,” he replied, when asked about how he manages hurt feelings and negativity. 6, 2018:ĭepression was at the top of Miller's mind in his latest interview with Vulture, which was conducted the week of Aug. "Tell myself to hold on/I can feel my fingers slipping/In a motherfucking instant I’ll be gone.” Sept. In "Small Worlds," in which Miller mused that that he "don't want to grow old, so I smoke just in case," he also rapped about how close he was to being "gone." "You never told me being rich was so lonely/Nobody know me, oh well/Hard to complain from this five star hotel," he said. Authorities were alerted by a friend who placed a 911 call from Miller’s home, and the emergency dispatch reveals that. It wasn't just in music, but I definitely was going through a drug problem and I think it was more my state of mind. The suspected cause of death at this time is a drug overdose. His charismatic charm and outward joyous energy became infectious in 2011 once he got his break with debut album, Blue Slide Park. Mac Miller, born Malcolm McCormick, was an influential rapper beckoning from the hills of Pittsburgh. One month later, Miller told Larry King that his depression and drug use were intertwined. Fans Respond to Mac Millers Untimely Death. I can look in the mirror and be like, 'I look OK.'" September 2015: On Friday afternoon, the rapper and producer Mac Miller was found dead in his San Fernando Valley home. "I’m not 100 percent clean, but I’m not a piece of shit anymore. Go out there and do it, stop hiding,' because that was me before," he shared. You’ve got to look in the mirror and tell yourself to stop being a little bitch: 'OK, dude, you’re 23 and this is your f**king life. This is my life, I enjoy it, and it’s OK that I enjoy it. But once you just breathe and relax, you come to terms with it. "I was afraid of what my life had become. He still smoked cigarettes, but said his drug use was "way better" than it was. The rapper said at the time that he was "way healthier," but not sober. 'Grand Finale' was supposed to be the last song I made on earth. "It just eats at your mind, doing drugs every single day, every second. Miller said he was worried about dying, because he was "doing a lot of drugs" - which he had tried to keep more under control.
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